'''' after such knowledge, what forgiveness? think now
h[er]story has many cunning passages, contrived corridors
and issues, decieves with whispering ambitions,
guides us by vanities. think now
she gives when our attention is distracted
and what she gives, gives with such supple confusions
that the giving famishes the craving. gives too late
what's not believed in, or is still believed,
in memory only, reconsidered passion. gives too soon
into weak hands, what's thought can be dispensed with
till the refusal propgates a fear. think
neither fear nor courage saves us. unnatural vices